ryan

I've come back

2002-12-19T20:54:58Z

hey,
this really sucks , I'm in detenttion. I'm sitting here surfing and I remember that I had an acount here, joy :) something that I can do again. I have been awesome lately I'm in an awesome relationship and in an awesome band. I'm so gald to be back here.... I really want to get out of detention......:( Im here until 5:30.

I havent been here forever :(

2002-03-26T16:36:44Z

Well,
My band has three shows in april ROCK :) I hope I get the job I applied for that would be kick ass too. Uhhh... I cut my hair... :) its all good I guess. I have had such a good day so far...its rocked ass I love it ha im so happy today I dont know why....haha a friend of mine had a dream that I super glued my dreads back onto my head...haha what a crak feind...anyway im outta here for now.

What?

2002-03-01T13:37:59Z

Well. Today is an ok day. Im really bored though. I dont know....my band has recorded 2 diff. songs and are now in the midst of recording 1 more :) so that should be good we are going to put out a demo pretty soon and it will be awesome because it sounds super good. I'm still really missing my ex. and we broke up the third of last month. I don't know what to say about that. she was my first true love and it will probably take a while to get over her if I do.

Last Week

2002-02-26T13:16:34Z

Last week I got completely nothing done...All I did was stay up till 5am and sleep till 2pm. I got my job applications filled out but I didn't take them back....Lazy me. I gotta do it, it will happen sometime....In other news my band started recording a song that so far has taken 14 hours...BLAH. And I'm Still missing my ex so much... :( :( and it would be really cool if we spent some time togeather because when this happens it feels so right. Ya anyway.

So Far So Good.........

2002-02-21T02:57:38Z

Well Its now Wendsday and I've got two Job Applications filled out and I'm going to return them both tommorw so hopefully I can get a JOB. I was also planning on getting my hair cut this week but I"m still deciding It was a Deff. yes but now I'm having second thoughts :(I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO :( I'm gonna have to decide though Oh yea... I also got my Coal Chamber Tix today HELLS YES ROCK ON... haha yea I cant wait... and Incubus is only 25 bucks so thats going to rock too YES everything is actually going good for once... I hung out with my ex tonite it was really fun :) Yea everythings good for now.

knotboi @ 2002-02-17T21:19:00

2002-02-18T02:26:19Z

Today I've done nothing but Lounge. I rented the movie Loser. It was a good movie. But other than that nothing at all. we were supposed to have band practice once again but that didnt happen... Oh well that always sucks. I've got my goals to find a job this week if not then I'm screwed. Hopefully this week will work out good for me.

In the words of (cube) today was a good day...

2002-02-17T05:03:56Z

On This Glorious day.
I've done a lot of really cool stuff today. I'll tell you all about it. Today started off with me calling my Ex. haha She called back when I was sudsing up in the shower. But, we hooked up and went to dammrascotta Spelling? and went to Mexacali Blues. I bought a cool ring and she bought a cool bracelet, wallet and we both bought some Incence. After that we went to Wild Rufus and she bought a Tori Amos cd then we hung out for awhile drove around listening to Tori Amos and talking. It was a very good day by this to me it felt so right. Everytime I'm with her or talk to her it's really awesome. But anyway back to my day after we were done hanging out my band was supposed to have band practice but that ended up not happening for our drummer was sick so me and the other guitarist went to the movies. We saw Super Troopers. It wasn't half bad. But some parts were a little shady. but in all it was a great movie. yea today was a good day...

my ex. girlfriend.

2002-02-16T03:05:56Z

My ex. just stopped by. :) It's way cool that we are still friends, but at the same time so heart wrenching. I'm just gonna have to try to let go. :(
which completely sucks but hey, what can I do? She is really cool though I wish we would talk more though. But shes always working or out with people. I guess that's what I get for not having a life. But that's ok too.

Alright then.

2002-02-16T02:28:31Z

Today I've done a lot of nothing. Which is ok. My band and I were going to practice tonite but instead we went to Pizza Hut 'cuz of Andy's B-day. But thats ok.... Im kinda full now.<(blah) I feel asleep today for like 2 hours. that was ok atleast I'm awake now. still grogy. but whatever. I despretly have to get off my ass and get a job. I need one horribly bad. So over vacation I'm going job hunting. hopefully, I'll find one that I like and they will hire me that would be really cool. hopefull by the end of August I'll be moving with Josh Woodman and Jared Fish. thad be pretty damn skippy too. but yea I've blabed on enough for now.
~

Today..

2002-02-15T15:46:04Z

Today has been a good day so far. I've watched Wallace and Gromit. < YES. I'm not sure I'm just pretty happy today although there is that emtiness without Deby. I'm just glad that she is happy with what she is doing. hopefully we are going to coal chamber togeather that would rock. Now I'm already looking for a Ride to Incubus in June because I want to go really really bad. But other then that.
.nothing.

? tonite.

2002-02-15T03:38:51Z

Well its only like 10:30 and I'm already really tired. thats pretty strange. earlier this week I was sick :( that sucked all I did was sleep all day and wake-up every half hour. So I don't hope I'm sick. Because that would totally bum me out. I need a job. I need $$ cuz hopefully I'm moving out at the end of August. that would rock. Well Im totally happy now. My fav. band. Incubus is coming to maine!!! Thanks Andy... :) O and speaking of andy its his 18th tommorw.. happy b-day man.
Night.

Later on this valintines day.

2002-02-14T21:58:35Z

Well my day is going a lot better then this morning.
I've had my sidekick Josh by my side. thanks josh for everything. I've played some guitar so I'm feeling better :)
haha. I walked to the laundry mat and dried my clothing.
?.it was interesting.?

But on that note I leave you all until a later date or time whenever I feel like writing .

This day.

2002-02-14T13:18:36Z

Today for the most part has already sucked. Its valintines day and i havae no one to spend it with and i'm sitting with my friend josh and hes telling me i'm dyslesick < see. told ya.

but yea. I dont know.